You've been away these days.
You stopped talking to me.
You avoiding me.
You didn't even answer my messages.
It all was nothing, right?
You changed.
The thing that I always scared to say.
We changed.
You're unhappy, right?
You've been away these days.
I'm such a bug, right?
I... Don't know.
I'm sorry.
I can't be someone you want me to be.
You've been away these days.
I'm sorry.
"Jadi, sudah sama-sama menyerah, ya?"
"Apa?"
"Kita."
"Aku gak pernah bilang gitu."
"Tapi kamu menyerah, kan? Aku tahu."
"Udah dulu, ya. Aku sibuk."
Beep. Beep.
Maybe you should've aborted me
I'm ugly
I'm weak
I'm stupid
I hurt everyone around me
I'm a trouble
Have you ever imagined your life without me?
That'll be great of course
You would never married to him
So you didn't have to divorced him
So you didn't have to married your second husband
So you didn't get hurt
So they didn't get hurt
So our little angel above there could still alive
Maybe He wanted to took me
Maybe your pray was wrong
Maybe all you had to do was aborted me
I don't deserve life, right?
I'm just gonna hurting and hurting without even knowing it
I hurt you
I hurt dad
I hurt them
I hurt my friends
I hurt everyone
I was a mistake
I don't deserve life
Mistake doesn't deserve life
Mistake need to be gone
Either you kill it or they kill themselves
It's not easy to be me.
It was never be.
Pressures, troubles, everything.
You know what?
When everyone wants you to be what they expected.
When everyone blackmails you.
When everyone doesn't give a single damn about your feelings.
It sucks.
Everything drives me insane.
The fact that I don't have anyone to hold on is make it even worse.
I don't have friends to talk to.
I'm tired.
I cried like every single day.
God, take me.
I think I've done enough.
I hurt everyone.
Everything is all my fault.
Just please.
Take me.
They don't need me.
I wasn't something they expect.
I was never be wanted.
I'm the wrong.
Take me, please.
